Finally 19

Well after a very stressful couple of weeks I finally got a 3 day weekend to settle down and relax. Not to mention the fact that it was my birthday. I finally turned 19! Looking back this year absolutely is flying by. I can't believe my birthday just passed. It seems like just yesterday I was moving into the dorms for my first year of college and now I am already on my second! Shoot before I know it I will be graduating. Ahh lets not get ahead of ourselves now. It kind of scares me to be honest. I don't really like to think about what the future brings. All I know is that God has a plan for me and I need to be able to trust Him. It is going to be awesome and that is all I need to know. Even with all the stress and down times that I am going through, I still have to realize that this is all learning experiences for me and once I figure out a way to work out of them then everything will find its place and I wont have to worry about it happening again. For instance I am having a horrible time trying to figure out my school paper work. My meal plan has been shut off and my classes are about to be dropped. I have literally began to pack up all of my things and go home but for some reason God finds a small way for me to stay here and I know this is the place where he wants me to be. Anyways after all this is finally complete I will know exactly what I need to do in order for me to be able to be done with it all before I step onto campus next year. Well with school kicking up again I have a completely different schedule then I did last semester. I went from having class basically 2 days a week to having class all 5! It is a hard thing to adjust to but I am toughing it out and trying my best to get through it. I know it is going to be a long semester. Hopefully I'm wrong and it will fly by. Well anyways I am going to start writing more hopefully so we will see what happens.