Here is the Deal

I not only let myself down but I know I have let many others down with no keeping up with my writings. To be honest ever since I stopped putting in the 2 hour a day effort it really has be lowed my status as a person. I couldn't really put that into better words but basically ever since a week before my last post my life really hasn't been on the right tracks. I am always busy and I am always doing something so I come with excuses for just about everything. There aren't to many friends I really am close with anymore these days. I am constantly at work, playing baseball, and I am actually apart of a jury and in the middle of a big decision with that. I miss coming to the computer and writing about my life and what God has been doing in my life. Again through the last couple weeks of writing I saw the writings more as a burden rather then a beneficial part of my life. That is basically the main reason why I stopped. I didn't see any positive responses in my life through the process. I no longer was looking forward to sitting down at the computer and giving the time not only to reflect on my day but the time where I can sit and talk to Jesus about everything that is going on in my life. I no longer have those people who I talk to that take the time to read and i could talk to them about what goes on in my day. When someone brings up the fact that I haven't written or when they ask "hey what has been up with your blog man?" I just put my head down and don't want to talk about it. So again in honest words I am ashamed for the fact that I haven't written a decent amount of words in well over a month. I apologize to everyone I let down and I decided that from time to time I will go ahead and post some things on here but it most likely wont turn into another day to day event. Thank you for understanding and please keep your eyes fixed on the wonderful son of God.

Okay so here is the news

I know it is an excuse but I have spent no time on the ocmputer lately. I have been super busy with work, school, and baseball. I couldn't find time in the day to actually write and it is getting really tough now keeping up with everything. I am sorry if I have let anyone down. Two more weeks and I will be done with everything so hopefully I will be able to write more everyday.

Day 123 "Down to San Diego"

Daily Summary: Well for some reason coach scheduled practice for 4:00PM instead of our normal 1:30PM. So throughout the day I just kind of sat around did some homework and relaxed up until practice began. It seems as if every time I think it is going to be a simple and easy practice I am always awaken by the fact that it is not only long but tough. I love these kind of practices but it still puts a toll on me sometimes. Eventually we got out and I rushed to dinner, then to my room to gather my packed things and before I new it I was in the car headed to San Diego for the conference tournament. I was super stoked and ready to play and can't wait to get away and play some baseball in a beautiful area. This park is amazing, you could literally see the ocean right from the field. The school and the field is on a cliff facing the beach and is just a beautiful sight. Well I have to wake up around 6:00AM tomorrow to get ready for the game. Good night.

Day 122 "9 hour work day"

Daily Summary: Well I worked literally all day today! Well only from about 12:00 to 9:00 but it was still the longest day I have ever worked before. The thing is I enjoyed every single seconed of it! I love the people I work with and the place I work at. The place is caled Outta Bounds and it just opened off of Green River Rd. in Corona. It is a preety kick back place that has everything from computer games to Laser tag and has great food. After work I just headed back to school and got ready for another busy week at Biola.

Day 121 "Productive"

Daily Summary: Well I was supposed to have an early practice then go back home and work for the rest of the night. Well for some reason our coach changed the practice time and I wasn't able to go in and work. It was kind of disappointing but I was excited for the fact that my neck was feeling a lot better and that I was going to be able to actually practice today. It was a good practice for the most part. It was pretty normal, we played lighting and I got to play infield for the entire time which was awesome! I haven't played it in a while so it was for sure fun. A few of the guys were being kind of lame during the day, but it is pretty much normal when we play lightning. Well practice finally ended around 6:00PM and I couldn't wait to get off campus and head home. I met up with my friend Allison and hung out with her for a while before getting into Corona and spending the night at my dad's house. Although today was short it was productive. I literally didn't stop moving the whole day. Always doing something but not wasting my time. Woo hoo! Ha well tomorrow is going to be a busy but productive day as well as I am working from 12:00 to 9:00PM! This will be the longest day I have ever worked but hey it's money in the bank! Lol good night.

Day 120 "Stiff Neck"

Daily Summary: Okay so I woke up today perfectly normal like any other Friday morning. I played some tetris, called my mom to see if we were meeting again, then jumped in the shower. I was moving around great and everything was fine. As I was getting out of the shower I felt this pain all of a sudden on the right side of my neck. I thought it was just a little burst of pain and that it would go away quickly. Then as time went on, the pain just seemed to be getting worse. Before I new it I couldn't move my neck an inch to the right and my neck was completely stiff and painful. I had never experienced anything like it before and it didn't seem like it was going to get any better throughout the day. Since I didn't handle my last injury well I tried my best to handle this one okay. I didn't really get upset, I probably could use another day off from baseball. At least my body could. I went to the training room and put a heat pad on it for a while before heading down to meet my mom. This was the second time this week I was able to meet her and I loved it. Although it was really hard to drive not being able to turn to the right I am still glad I was able to drive down there and hang with her. I managed to just stay in the right lanes so that way I wouldn't have to look over my shoulder. Well after that quality time with my wonderful mother, I headed back to school and headed to practice. I tried my best to do things but my neck just wouldn't let me. It was hurting pretty bad so I just sat out for the day and watched our long practice. I thought it would be a nice simple one but today was a long day. Everyone thought it was pretty funny the way I was walking around, I thought it was kind of funny to. I walked around kind of like a statue would walk around. Well if they could walk. Ha anyways after practice, I got ready real quick and picked up Gab. We went and met my step mom over at Outback and got ourselves some free food and hang out with her for a little bit. After that we drove down to Downtown Disney and hung out there for a while before heading back and going to see the new Fast and Furious movie at the 2 dollar theater. It is actually called the dollar theater but since the price is actually $2 most of the time, I think it should be called the 2 dollar theater. Anyways ha today was a great day and I am glad I was able to hang out with the people I hung out with and I am praying that my neck feels better for tomorrow! By the way I have no idea what the picture means. I just googled the words stiff and neck and that came up. Good night.

Day 119 "Another Long Day"

Daily Summary: Well today was definitely another long day but another productive one. I turned in all of my homework and also got a lot done. If we didn't have these two days off from practice then I probably would have never finished all of the things I had to do. The next few days I am going to be pretty busy as well so that means I probably am not going to be writing all that much. I promise though for Atlas Monday, maybe Sundays blog I will be writing a lot. I have been slacking once again big time on my writings and I really need to step it all up. Summer is three weeks away and I will be able to write a lot every single day and I can't wait for that to get going. I read today in 1 Corinthians 10:13 and it talked about temptations. God will always give us a way out if we seek it. There is always a way to defeat Satan we just need to be able to stand up for God and follow his will. This is another tough thing to do especially when we all get stressed and overwhelmed with the things around us. We often give in easy and we need to really just sit down and relax and talk to God through what we are going through. It will help us put a positive outlook on things and it will make our day that much better. Well tomorrow is another busy day that I am looking forward to. Lets see what the Lord brings me.